On Wanting My Own Room

Following this, I've found myself another annoying reason to be irritatedly pek-chek these few days. I shouldn't be, I wouldn't need to be. But as all my close friends know, I've been pretty tensed and pressured since the past weeks. I'm cutting down on my time blogging, that's why all my posts are pretty shallow and clearly showed laziness. But even when I tried to sit down in my room and study, I've got the roomie's friends coming in to discuss about our studies. I could eavesdrop and learn something. But more often than not, I just ended up feeling stupid and incompetent and that led to me feeling helpless...

Me: I hate it when the colleague comes to my room and discuss about studies with the roomie.
Heah: I know! I heard xxx is also like that.
Me: I cannot take it lor. I'll get some severe inferiority complex attack.
Heah: Me too me too! Aiya, but some people study like that one mar.
Me: But they should at least be more considerate lor. Doing it like this is very annoying.
Heah: But you get to learn when they discuss also ma.
Me: Not my way alright. I'll get really pissed and annoyed. To me, it's as if they're showing how much they know and all, and I just cannot accept to be with someone who's like that lor. I get really suffocated and... u know lar... feel so stupid like that lor. When I'm so pek-chek, no matter what I won't be able to learn anything.

I need my single room. STAT!

I need my corner to be alone.

I don't need you guys in my room.

And I definitely don't want you guys talking about what you predict would come out in the exam when I'm trying to read.

Show-off. Go talk outside!

Argh!