On Missing Baby...

We've been together since a year ago. Since my 20th birthday. And sis knew we were together. In fact, she was the one that introduced us. How lucky of me eh?

It has been a whole wonderful year. Although there were times that he would be angry at me and all. But so far things has been fine and were resolved. But thing is, he's been acting weird lately. He wasn't his old self. He slided up, but if I accidentally slided him back, he'd go berserk. He'd show all sort of faces, all sort of colours, and everything but his old self. I was so scared sometimes, that I always leave him as he is when he slided up.

But sometimes, I accidentally slided him back. And I got frustrated with myself by that. Just when I have finally found out how to console him back, things took for a worse turn after I came back from hometown last weekend.

After touch down at the airport last Sunday, I was playing with his buttons. I smiled when I looked at his face. That sis kept on looking at us whenever he sniggered. When we were about to reach PJ, his tiredness finally kicked in. We stopped by at sis's place and drove back to Klang as soon as possible. He needed his recharge and I was determined to get him back to the hostel before he was knocked out.

But the nightmare hit me hard when I found out I forgot to bring his power drink. So he has been travelling with me a lot since a year before. And I always remembered to bring his 'charger'. Last weekend over grandma's funeral, I brought the it over to grandpa's house in case he needed it over there. So, yeah, I forgot to bring his essentials together when we left hometown.

I became so angry at myself. What's with his attitude, the last thing I needed was him giving up on me.

But he did in the end.

Missing you babe...