Lo and behold, there'll be a bunch of medical students going out in PJ to do carwash. Surprised? Don't be. You can come and see for yourselves, they'll be stationed at Taman Megah, TTDI and SS2. Saturday AND Sunday. From 9am till 5pm. Roughly that time.
Now, to clarify what's with medical students doing the community reach, I've to tell you this first. Yes, I don't care if the coursemates read this, but I'm still going to say it anyway.
I'm not happy. I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm unsatisfied. I'm disappointed. I'm mad. I'm frustrated. I'm annoyed. I'm just not happy.
Reason? I HAVE to go out and do that stupid blardy carwash and waste my 2 days worth of library. Not that I can study much in 2 days, but it's still better than going out and wash cars under the sun and beg for money. I'll be lucky enough if I come back without sun-burn patches (I get sunburn easily, even with sun block on) or that recurrence of the eczema. And I know I'll definitely get a fever and fall sick or something for the next week. And if I really do, I'll be very VERY unhappy with them.
It's the Baktisiswa Sarawak blardy thing.
I really do feel like wanting to quit the programme altogether. I don't see myself enjoying it. Even though with the frickle mindedness of the housemates on their decision to Cambodia, they complied at last. Plus, Cambodia is what I wanted to do. Baktisiswa on the other hand, is not what I wanted to do, at least no more after they announce that blardy place they picked. I've since then been upset with it altogether. But I've paid my deposit, and I'm involved too far to quit. And, to quit now, it'll be like, I'm walking towards the direction of isolation.
But then again, it's not like I'm not already in isolation. KK, CH and I, as how we came to agree, we're already the secluded bunch. You know, like in college drama series, where there are cliques and all, we're the unpopular one. But I'm not complaining, I'm comfortable with that. Besides, I don't really isolate myself from the class, though yes, I have to admit there are quite a number of them I rarely speak to. But if I really DO quit, the higher committee are so going to hate me. And no, I prefer to stay on good terms and never to offend anyone, I don't like to go on loggerheads with people, unless I really really am annoyed or irritated.
But the thing about me being so unhappy with the programme is, I just find it... I don't know. I don't like it already. I guess it's got something to do with some of the people in it. Show-off dude for instance. Or that fella who asked the housemates why they didn't join with a smirk on his face, and walked off like it's a sin not to join the programme. And perhaps it's that PLACE they picked. Or maybe because it's too big a group that I'm feeling reluctant as how I put it in my earlier post. But I guess one of the reason must've been me being tensed about my study.
I'm not that smart you see. The 'popular' group of people can study for one night and remember for the whole semester, I have to study for a whole semester so that I can remember for one day.
So yeah, I am relatively upset. KK and CH forseen it's going to be a lot of trouble and hassle. It's not like there's no history of the Baktisiswa programme never leads to arguments or what not, the last I heard, the batch 2 years ago were on a huge quarrel because of some disagreement in the programme. So, when I asked them housemates whether or not should I just quit since I'm not comfortable with it for so damn much already, they just laughed away. I'm not blamming them. Who asked me to accept the offer for that photographer post.
But that carwash... Oh. My. God. I just so cannot imagine myself doing that. If I were a resident in PJ, I never would let a bunch of students wash my car, and pay them 20 bucks for it. I'd rather drive mine to the petrol station and have the car cleaned inside out for 18 bucks. But they said residents of PJ are generous, they're willing to help out the students as it's for a good cause. So, I'll just stand aside and see how true that statement is.
Ooh, and another thing is, that show-off dude was in the publicity bureau, if I'm not mistaken. And I thought he had all the ideas of asking sponsors and what not? Where are the sponsors then?
Sigh.
I am just so. Tired.
Will I ever survived the exam AND have my holidays?
I guess I'll just go and do that duty of mine. For the better years ahead. I don't want to graduate with that hatchet of unsatisfactory relationship with the coursemates or what not. Besides, who knows what may happen on the weekend right?
So PJ folks, or KL-ites, come and let ME wash your car. Will let you know where I'm placed. The last I checked, I was in Taman Megah. But will update a final location. If I get to.
I hate doing carwash!!! Ugh!
Now, to clarify what's with medical students doing the community reach, I've to tell you this first. Yes, I don't care if the coursemates read this, but I'm still going to say it anyway.
I'm not happy. I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm unsatisfied. I'm disappointed. I'm mad. I'm frustrated. I'm annoyed. I'm just not happy.
Reason? I HAVE to go out and do that stupid blardy carwash and waste my 2 days worth of library. Not that I can study much in 2 days, but it's still better than going out and wash cars under the sun and beg for money. I'll be lucky enough if I come back without sun-burn patches (I get sunburn easily, even with sun block on) or that recurrence of the eczema. And I know I'll definitely get a fever and fall sick or something for the next week. And if I really do, I'll be very VERY unhappy with them.
It's the Baktisiswa Sarawak blardy thing.
I really do feel like wanting to quit the programme altogether. I don't see myself enjoying it. Even though with the frickle mindedness of the housemates on their decision to Cambodia, they complied at last. Plus, Cambodia is what I wanted to do. Baktisiswa on the other hand, is not what I wanted to do, at least no more after they announce that blardy place they picked. I've since then been upset with it altogether. But I've paid my deposit, and I'm involved too far to quit. And, to quit now, it'll be like, I'm walking towards the direction of isolation.
But then again, it's not like I'm not already in isolation. KK, CH and I, as how we came to agree, we're already the secluded bunch. You know, like in college drama series, where there are cliques and all, we're the unpopular one. But I'm not complaining, I'm comfortable with that. Besides, I don't really isolate myself from the class, though yes, I have to admit there are quite a number of them I rarely speak to. But if I really DO quit, the higher committee are so going to hate me. And no, I prefer to stay on good terms and never to offend anyone, I don't like to go on loggerheads with people, unless I really really am annoyed or irritated.
But the thing about me being so unhappy with the programme is, I just find it... I don't know. I don't like it already. I guess it's got something to do with some of the people in it. Show-off dude for instance. Or that fella who asked the housemates why they didn't join with a smirk on his face, and walked off like it's a sin not to join the programme. And perhaps it's that PLACE they picked. Or maybe because it's too big a group that I'm feeling reluctant as how I put it in my earlier post. But I guess one of the reason must've been me being tensed about my study.
I'm not that smart you see. The 'popular' group of people can study for one night and remember for the whole semester, I have to study for a whole semester so that I can remember for one day.
So yeah, I am relatively upset. KK and CH forseen it's going to be a lot of trouble and hassle. It's not like there's no history of the Baktisiswa programme never leads to arguments or what not, the last I heard, the batch 2 years ago were on a huge quarrel because of some disagreement in the programme. So, when I asked them housemates whether or not should I just quit since I'm not comfortable with it for so damn much already, they just laughed away. I'm not blamming them. Who asked me to accept the offer for that photographer post.
But that carwash... Oh. My. God. I just so cannot imagine myself doing that. If I were a resident in PJ, I never would let a bunch of students wash my car, and pay them 20 bucks for it. I'd rather drive mine to the petrol station and have the car cleaned inside out for 18 bucks. But they said residents of PJ are generous, they're willing to help out the students as it's for a good cause. So, I'll just stand aside and see how true that statement is.
Ooh, and another thing is, that show-off dude was in the publicity bureau, if I'm not mistaken. And I thought he had all the ideas of asking sponsors and what not? Where are the sponsors then?
Sigh.
I am just so. Tired.
Will I ever survived the exam AND have my holidays?
I guess I'll just go and do that duty of mine. For the better years ahead. I don't want to graduate with that hatchet of unsatisfactory relationship with the coursemates or what not. Besides, who knows what may happen on the weekend right?
So PJ folks, or KL-ites, come and let ME wash your car. Will let you know where I'm placed. The last I checked, I was in Taman Megah. But will update a final location. If I get to.
I hate doing carwash!!! Ugh!
7 Jujus:
RM20 for a car wash isn't cheap. :P
Got include vacuum, engine wash and polishing also or not?
Well, if it's hot, then you could just splish splash each other.
woww, u went to labuan b4? for studies or visit? sucky place eh?
btw, good luck with the car wash. i did that for my class a some years back and its the worst experience of my life EVER. the sweat. the sunburns. the dirty cars. the unhelpful friends. and more pains after going back home. ughh!!
I like Jason's Idea...heheheh... YEA Jason, I love splish splash water under the hot sun :P
Bong...what you hope is, that day have a very very, extremely heavy downpour...where people are lazy go out and no one wants to wash the car during raining days, afterall, it will get dirty again after washing!
javier: no vacuum, no engine wash, no polishing.
jason: splish splash?? kids ah?
r e i: yeap, been to labuan. for studies. pretty sucky alright. but i miss the cheap liquer and chocolate
life cafez: yeah, it rained... :P :P :P
sigh.. i so agree with you bong... this car wash sucks... so dead tired...
wat u said in ur post are my feelings exactly..
Working in the carwash.
Wowuwowu wo.
:P
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