What would life be in the future if I have children like the daddy in the picture? 3 children, all girls. Eldest prolly in primary school. 2nd child suffered from some problem with her right eye; drooping all the time. 3rd girl barely 2 years old. Very pretty children, can't deny that. Just had to steal looks over my shoulder every other minutes. Because I had butterflies in my stomach. I wanted a life like that too... I think.
Would I be a good father?
Would I get bored of a married life?
Would my marriage ends with divorce like many other families out there?
Or, would my family be like how my family was, when I was younger?
Never really experienced a relationship. The few girls that I'd consider taking out on a date, more often than not, I'd put it that I felt awkward. Most would say it's normal on a first date. Wouldn't doubt that. Everything started as acquaintance, and friends, before relationship and settling down comes in. But I just couldn't bring myself to have the courage for anything further than just friends.
Commitment issues? Probably.
I think most probably.
I'm just scared.
Monday, October 25, 2010
On the Cost of Life
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6 Jujus:
My friend has 4 daughters and he has sleepless nights as they are all in their teens! Another has 3 handsome sons and he sleeps well even if they didn't come home from wild parties outside. What do you want now?? :)
just take it easy. when u find the right girl you wont feel akward
hope your kids in the future won't feel annoyed of the constant reporting required like you do to your mum now~~ :p
i got a 9mth old girl and i m getting afraid too thinking of the boys whom wil be lining up in front of our house..hahahaha
anyways ..dt worry..juz go along the flow.. when Miss Right comes along..u wil know what to do :)
we have all gone down that road before - shyness, fear, doubt, lacking confidence, they all affect us one way or the other.
but when the time comes, you will know what to do. it's instinctive, it's a guy thing. ha ha!
Seriously Bong, children?
You know, there are few things in life that despite how much you yearn for, is hardly a possibility. If it happens, it just goes against the order of nature. I think you know what I am talking about.
You used to write things so openly before; why wear a mask now? You don't have to conform to societal norms.
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