Saturday, October 18, 2008

On Mending the Inevitable

Love begins with smile. Grows with kiss. Ends with tears.

Only at my end, it's not even love. I don't even know what it is. Crush maybe? Why do I care so much damnit! I give a damn right? I'm walking away!! And I walked away!!

Yet I spent the whole afternoon cutting up papers.

And cut myself 3 inches thick of colourful cards.

As to what I want to do with these 5x6.5 cards...

I'll think of something...

I hate having feelings... How I wish I could become like a robot. Cold hearted ones. Like those machines from the future that travel through time to kill Sarah O'Connor's son.

Wait... I KNOW WHAT I SHALL DO WITH THEM!!!!

I will do what Callie Torres did for her end of internship exam from Grey's Anatomy did...

Just hopefully I'll ace through in time. End of posting exam next week!!!


Okay seriously, I'm not that weak. I may whine I may lament I may complain I may cry, but I don't knit. I'm introvert, so I channel my feelings through the unseen or unheard. My blog. My paper. My bed. I just hope I could channel everything into studies and make myself a genius....

5 Jujus:

Jaded_Jeremy said...

Whoa! Banyak emotions. Take it easy. Hard but do try.

pikey said...

i think it's better you voice it out to yr target... after all, all these emotions are meant for that person

savante said...

Take a deep breath. And think what you're gonna do with all that paper :)

Calvin said...

Gosh! Why do you buy so many coloured papers in the first place?

foongpc said...

Hi, thanks for commenting on my blog! Reading your post for the first time, but not sure what you are talking about. Will have to read your previous posts to understand : )