Thursday, October 16, 2008

On Letting Go

I waited.

I really did waited.

Yet, we're still at square one. Or worse, I think we're not even in the game anymore.

Honestly, I was disappointed.

But I don't blame you. I was the one putting on hopes that things might actually turn out right.

Who wouldn't be? The consistent meeting ups, you postponding your trip back to your hometown, movies in the middle of the week, and those lip-locks...

Maybe I am that naive...

But I've had enough. I saw what you did. I won't be a bitch and demand an explanation. After all I never asked to become your boyfriend. Never was. It was only me who think that we're going to be an item. It's just one-sided. And I never succeeded in turning it both ways.

So... I'm walking away. I should have been long ago, but I still clinged to that tiny hope of mine that you're not who everyone said you are. I'm letting go. I won't wish for the happily ever after endings between us anymore. Whatever we will ended up as, I'm not keeping anymore expectations.

I don't have to say anything. I'm not going to say anything. I never said that 3 words. Maybe french kiss doesn't mean anything to you. But if you do come back to me one day, I'm just saying you left a scar in my heart. It never healed, never will. Rest assured, I'll still remember you. As a friend.

I'm letting go...

I'm keeping my options open now.

9 Jujus:

Legolas said...

That's great! You've done well.

pikey said...

U have my support and good you have the courage to face it and let it go

Anonymous said...

u can consider me, i will always w there for you , for whatever reasons.

A lonely soul

Kenny said...

It seems like you are having a hard time and I totally understand what you are going through coz I have experienced it and for mine is has not ended because is not so easy to end and things always pop up again from no where and the game begin again. if you really can let go the feeling, please be strong and quickly let go. And I believe you have to look for a new one, or else you will end up falling for tht person again. May your heart recover and found someone better, good luck! ;-)

Jaded_Jeremy said...

Gambatte!

Anonymous said...

Everytime I read about your post on this issue, I really curious about who the one is. But I guess is not important now.

I saw you quite blue these few days. Cheer up soon, ok?

art_tom said...

gambatea lal

Ah-Bong said...

thanks for the support and encouragement guys. appreciated it.

raeshad said...

ah. didn't knew that you were in this mood and situation.

hope you're feeling better now :D

p/s: i was once in the same situation before, and yes, this particular song had a 399 playcounts in my ipod in the span of 2/3 weeks.

and p/p/s: it really does have a healing power :D