God of Bad Luck follows me around...

God of Bad Luck has seriously been following me around...

I fell from the back of the bike today. MUAHAHAHAH. Laugh all you want. It's super odd to have a fat arse sitting on a bike with the one riding the bike pretty much underweight. That's what it is every morning when KK gives me a ride to school. I'm not complaining really, I'm just frustrated with how things are clashing into one another! Okay, really, I fell from the back of a bike today. Happened at noon. Half an hour before labs. YL and me came back home to take a nap actually. YL was riding. As we went up the slope towards the main road from our apartment, YL drove over a bump like usual. But yea, I have no idea, I sort of lost balance, and I slipped. The bike went forward, I fell backwards. Landed hard on my fatty arse, yet I thougt I actually cracked my pelvic bone. My voice went hoarse, I cannot talk, I was moaning in pain, but I think only I can hear my scream. My elbow scratched the ground but luckily my formal clothes were okay, no torns done. But somehow, it took a while for me to stand up. The guards were shocked to me, but I bet they'll be laughing their arse off 10 minutes later.

1) I can go supersitious I think there must be "someone" pulling my bag as we went up the slope from the gate, that's why I fell down.

2) Or I can just say, it's just so not my luck.

And yea, if you ask me how am I doing now, I can honestly tell you my back hurts a little bit still. Spinal bone excessive compression.

Then, four of us went for the bioequivalent test for docoxylin (or something like that) after labs. Everything went alright at first, thinking we would be given 310 bucks if we follow both the periods of test. It didn't struck us that the second period fell on the 7th till the 9th of September, and the convocation is actually on the 8th of September. DARN! It's the one and only chance to meet up with my final year buddy!!! Okay, so here comes all the dilema. I can just pull out from the test and get along with my life.

1) I can meet up with Alex next weekend as he's around, and not locked up in University Hospital from Friday night till Sunday, spending my time miserily alone,

2) since the other 3 are somewhat disqualified from the test as they didn't pass the screening (YL has a family history of Thalessemia minor with his mum, CH has G6PD deficiency while KS just donated blood one month ago... yea, all three of them didn't pass the screening test. Although in YL's case, he still has a chance for he's yet to confirm whether he has got the genetic disease himself).

3) I will be able to take dozens of photographs with my graduating buddies on the 8th of September, since it'll probably be the last time I'll see them until I graduate myself.

But then again, in case you haven't known, the test comes with full responsibilities of the ones carrying out the test, even though it's erm, not that important to me, but

1) I guess it would be a good experience, plus

2) We're paid to be the test subject! And,

3) I want the money, freaking 310 bucks, in case you missed out that I had my camera sent to repair and it cost me roughly 500 bucks to change the screen, which, if I continue to be in the test, I won't need to spend that much of my own money.

Yea, so there you go. The Ying and the Yang balances out each other.

Plus, if I join the test, I'll be screwing up pretty much a chance of succeeding in this erm, progress towards a relationship, because, it freaking scraps away two weekends availabe for me to meet erm... this fella.

So, now, forget about the fall from the bike, my back still hurt, yes. But I need to come to a decision, whether I'm still in or I'm out. My blood sample is still there, they haven't send it to the labs. Same goes for my urine. Should I or should I not pull out?

The Pharmacology department said they'll have more tests coming up, but so far I haven't really seen that much of aids in the faculty apart from this current one, and another one before the holiday. So, if I pull out, I'll have more personal time with my two graduating buddies. And Alex as well. And, this fella too. Money isn't the big matter here, I just wanted the experience. Since I've got a chance, and I get paid, why not give it a shot? But I'll be sacrificing my time... But, I want the money. My dearie needs the money... I won't need to pay that much if I join the test. But would I be willing to give up the chances of meeting my long-time-no-see buddies just for the 310? Are they worth LESS than 310? But I've practically dried up my PTPTN, and I need money! (which sort of reminds me to my last post of becoming a gigolo, LOL) What should I do?? What should I do??

DAMNIT you! Haven't I had enough of bad luck already? Leave me alone, you God of Bad Luck. Please, I beg you, you've bugged me for 2 months and you're still bugging me? Haven't you enjoyed enough screwing my arse and drying up my account for my phone AND camera? What else do you want? Pick some other people will you? Please.....

And no, seriously, what God of Bad Luck has done to me aren't just so. It's just because these are the ones bugging me a lot, I still haven't complained about my unable to find a single thing in Parasitology labs today; the un-certificate-d web cam; the whole packet of ginseng tea expiring in one more day; being "forgotten" after the farewell party for the 3rd years last night when KK just forgot to give me a ride; and today as well when it rained and KW didn't manage to find me before going home, and leaving me alone.... the list goes endless...

So really, I need a Neutral God to please advice God of Bad Luck to leave me alone already...